1. when teenagers have a better more cooler looking tumblr than you #sad.

#but honestly, good on them for achieving more than i can.

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2. I’m starting to love and appreciate my boyfriend everyday - i’m trying to get over my insecurities of him looking at porn and checking out girls and having female friends..because he loves me. He loves me lots. He tends to say <3 you so much & <3 you always..but i’m not at that stage to confidently say that to him yet…i think i’m sort of scared to say it because i don’t want to end up regretting it.

I know it’s apparently normal for males….but in a way, isn’t it like a form of cheating ? Because he’s getting turned on and stimulated by another girl more hotter than i am?

We have a lot of sexy time nearly every day of the week, so there is no excuse of me not putting out… From looking at his history, he looks at it about 5-6 times a week - doesn’t tell me and I get that he wants his privacy… But still, I Dnt know why him jacking off to porn makes me feel all negative and turned off-

The other day when I checked his web history, I loved him a lil more because there was no history of it- it informed me that he was satisfied and good for the day as he spent it with me

I wish he wouldn’t… it would make me much happier

I just dreamt that people were giving me hints that I gained back all my lost weight from last year - what a downer to start my morning .